Sunday, September 22, 2013

Anna Mae.

Why?

Why does everyone hate me? Why am I always the victim? Why am I like the meat that everyone preys on? I just wish it would all just stop. All of the rumors, the hate, the drama.... just all of it. Why can't I have a normal life? Where people are actually nice to me. Where I could just engage in conversation without having someone make fun of me. Having many many friendships and people to talk to. Why can't I walk down the hallway and smile at someone and get a smile back in return... instead of people laughing in my face, getting ignored, and eyes rolled. 

At least I have Ms. A. Where would I be without her today? She's been there for me at my worst times. She was there to help me when I just wanted to be gone from the world. She helped me get over problems that I didn't even think I could get over. From my eating disorder that I had, to whenever I was about to overdose into a coma... she was there to bring me back to reality. 

I owe her that...

3 comments:

  1. Hmm.. Those are some really said thoughts, but it seems like you have a good short story in the making.

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  2. I think your short story will be amazing. I want to read more after reading that!

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  3. Wow. Anna Mae sounds like a complicated character; definitely not flat.

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